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[Jun. 8th, 2009|11:19 pm] |
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Hey Livejournal, been a while since I updated, huh? Well, I'm living in Cambridge now, I have a really nice pad north of Harvard Square, south of Porter, near the Law School. I'm staying there just for the summer, and then I'll be moving back to Allston probably, or maybe somewhere else in Cambridge. I'll do the looking for another place in July or August, I imagine. The past two weeks I've been doing lights for a really fun avant garde multimedia adaptation of Dangerous Liasons by way of an Heiner Mueller's adaptation, which is called Quartett, the piece being called Duett. It's been happening in the Loeb Experimental Theater, I've been enjoying doing it. My girl friend is coming out on the 17th, nine days time, I'm super duper excited. I got this place for us to stay together for the summer. It will be nice being back together for an extended period, and getting to live together once again. I'll also be introducing her to my parents, and probably various friends over the course of the summer. On the 22nd I start my summer classes, I'm taking Acting Workshop Comedy with Will Lebow, one of the resident actors at the ART, and an all around prominent Boston theater dude, that should be cool. Also I'm taking an English class on tragedy with my friend and favorite professor Theoharis Theoharis, which should also be good. Yes, his first name is his last name, nutty, I know. I've also been playing guitar quite a bit, I've been recording Youtube videos of my playing, you can find them at www.youtube.com/mhandel if your curious to hear how I sound lately. Like wise I've been trying to get a band going, with not as much success as I'd like. I'll let you know if anything gets off the ground. Peace out. |
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[May. 5th, 2009|01:22 pm] |
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Well, I didn't get into NYU. I don't really want to talk about it. |
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[May. 5th, 2009|02:00 am] |
Hey Livejournal. Well, Hamlet, or excuse me The Tragedy of Hamlet, Prince of Denmark is done. And I'm sorry to say I'm more grateful than regretful to see it past into dust. That production was really painful at times, and performing it was enjoyable for the most part, and I'm proud of it, and of my part in it, but I don't miss it. Now that it's over, I've got these two essays that were due last week which I've just been neglecting. My goal is to get one of them, a rough draft, sent in by the end of today, and the other passed in before my next Tibetan class, which is what it's for. Finals are fast approaching, and the end of the semester, and the dreaded NYU decision. I'm trying quite hard to convince myself I won't get in, and just generally dreading the arrival of that envelope in case I don't. And on the other hand hoping so hard that I do. It'd be the ultimate reversal of fortune from my position at the end of high school and over these past two years to find myself at Tisch, too good to be true almost. But I have a hard time believing it's impossible, and I don't think it is, I think I have a shot. Or do I? Have they reviewed my application and said "not good enough" or "not worth it" or "let's let someone else in?" or have the fates finally aligned in my favor, with a resounding "let this one in". Man, I have no idea.
Oh, but these papers, I've just gotten started on the rough draft one for Race in the Americas. It should be straight forward, I'm using one article to prove or disprove a claim made in this other thing, about Brazilian race relations. And its a rough draft. So I really just have to write something and send it in. I just I'll get back to work... |
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[Apr. 17th, 2009|08:45 pm] |
Well hello livejournal! I have some time to kill, so why not update, yeah?
The semester is coming in to its final stretch, and thus far I am primed to be doing quite well! In Race in the Americas, I've had my first paper returned with a B+, and I just got back the midterm with an A-, huzzah! In that class, I have another paper, and a final, which I believe will be in class unlike the midterm which was done at home. In Tibetan Buddhism, I've had two of three paper assignments returned with a B+, with another paper to go, and then a final. Huzzah once again! In Modern Drama, I've had the one paper thus far, a response paper on the ART's production of Endgame come back a glowing A, and indeed the professor really likes my ideas so I should be able to get an A or so on the big research paper that's due, and then that will be that. Thrice huzzah! The only unknown really is Music Theory. I've made it to every class but one, kept up on all the homework that I know of, and been a bit mixed on the quizzes, but he doesn't really grade those so much as correct them and track our progress, I think. I believe that class has a final, I'm not sure, I know there is a final composition which I need to write as long as I do convincingly I should get an A on the assignment, and lets, worst case, a B in the class, best an A-, probably.
But you know what I'm really waiting on is to hear back from NYU, and then my fate will be decided. That's why I've cared about my grades thus far, cause it is fun to get good grades but also because I've been planning to transfer. If I don't get in maybe I'll try again, but I don't think so, to be honest. I'll probably just stay at Harvard Extension in that case. I am optimistic of my chances, knock on wood, of getting in, but I need to hold my breath until May. You know, I will be disappointed if I don't, but I should soften the blow for myself whatever the case cause it is hard to get into Tisch.
The Tragedy of Hamlet, Prince of Denmark as it is now known, will be going up soon. Gulp! We have some shit to pull together on this show, yo, for real. And if we do it could be good, we shall see! And maybe you will too! It's possible I invited you on Facebook, but I generally kept it to people in the area and who I've been in touch with and who I expect may actually show up, and many of you are elsewhere or maybe I haven't heard from you. If you'd like an invite, just let me know, and that way you'll have the info and shit. Sound good? Ok, cool. I think this has been a good entry. Tata, LJ. |
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[Apr. 6th, 2009|12:13 am] |
I was just thinking it's been a while since I started with a new webcomic. When one has time to kill, I do take pleasure in discovering something new in that field, starting at the beginning of the archives and working my way through them, seeing the art and story and all that as it develops, and then adding it to my roster of regularly read webcomics, you know what I'm talking about.
I currently read; Questionable Content, Dominic Deegan, Player Vs. Player, American Elf, Penny Arcade, Goats, Xkcd, Dr.Mcninja, Pictures for Sad Children, Octopus Pie, Overcompensating, Garfield Minus Garfield, Chainsaw Suit, The Abominable Charles Christopher (if you don't read this start, it's so good even if it updates once a week), Dresdan Codak, and Lackadaisy. If your in need of some new webcomics reading, I can recommend any one of those. If based on that list, you have a suggestion of something that'd be good, leave me a comment or whatever. |
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[Apr. 3rd, 2009|01:49 am] |
What's that? An anonymous poster? Reprimanding me for LJ neglect?
Well, I guess it's true that I will often promise or offer an update, and then one will not be forthcoming. I guess this thing is still read though, huh. I mean it's funny that if you think about it, the people on livejournal that your friends with, who your still reading, probably also read you still, yeah? And then there are people who just follow your livejournal, and you'd have no idea. I've had a few of those. A few of them have declared their passionate love for me. Yeah, that shit went down. It happened. It wasn't as climactic as I thought it would be when it did.
Anyway, yeah, last week I thought I'd be going to California, then I had the rug pulled out from under me by my girlfriend's mom, and then she flew me out? It was weird. But I was just happy to see my GF. I had been living under several days worth of despair, when I get that dropped, and I flew out after all and we had a beautiful time together, ohmygosh it was so lovely, being back with her and in Berkeley in Spring. The plan as it stands is to spend the summer together in Berkeley, maybe rent a sublet, or get her housing for next semester since she might need to be off campus, and take a course or two, each of this. This is really just an excuse to go to California and be together, but summer school is fun as well. This will be my third year doing it, in yet another place. I can't wait to be with her again, she is quite beautiful and wonderful and various other things.
Oh but I never did talk about my NYU audition huh? Yes, I was rather depressed after that all thing went down and didn't want to really talk about anything else, did I. Well, it was really good, I thought. It was in this random building in midtown, at like 28th and 6th or something like that. Rather near where my buddy Harry from NYFA used to live actually, I went over a bunch of times to hang out and party and stuff. So my audition, I got there, checked in, and was called up second for my interviewer/auditioner person. This is probably because I signed up like, 10 minutes after it opened up. This I think was a good thing, hopefully it made a stronger impression that I went in earlier. So I did my monologues, one of which I had just gotten down like the night before, which was actually kinda cool, even though a lot of people would be very nervous, performing a monologue for the first time at an audition like that, it felt very fresh and vital to me, and I really thought I carried it, and it was just a really strong piece. My other monologue I had in my pocket much longer, but it was also a well written piece, and a very good character for me to play. After the audition part, there was like a five or so minute interview, the whole thing, monologues and interview, was limited to ten minutes, but both were very good I thought. For one, she had worked at the ART, so knew my acting teachers at Harvard Extension, KA-CHING, that's always a good thing in an audition when they look at your resume and say "oh hey you studied/worked with so and so". And she just asked me a bunch of questions, and we really had a nice flow going, and she seemed really interested, and yeah it was good.
Then I fell under a blanket of despair. Then I was lifted out of it. Getting to California was kind of a bitch, I had to take three planes, one shuttle from Logan to JFK, yuck what a horrible air port, then a long ass flight from JFK to Phoenix on this crowded jumbo jet where my seat wouldn't stay back, then a delay in Phoenix, and another shuttle to Ontario. Did I mention that I didn't sleep the night before since my flight left at 6 so I just stayed up? Yeah I was in kind of a daze. Then I got to Ontario, which is in SoCal near Riverside where she lives, and spent a night in her mom's house which wasn't so bad actually I got to see where she lived and the mom was gone most of the night which I appreciated. And flew to Berkeley the next morning, and had a nice time there, then sadly I had to fly back on the redeye Monday night.
This week has been classes mostly, not a lot of "Hamlet" or as its now known The Tragedy of Hamlet: Prince of Denmark although that shit is going up in less than a month yo and we have work to motherfucking do, all of us. Classes are OK, I like them, but this semester has been tough, since I'm not taking anything especially fluffy, or it feels that way not having any acting or like art related classes, besides Modern Drama.
Oh, and the other thing I did was get in my application to NYU. I find out in May sometime, and here's to hoping for the best! Seriously, that would be so incredible if I got in, such a reversal from high school, and I think I have a shot, I've got the GPA and shit, but we'll see, we shall see indeed. |
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[Mar. 26th, 2009|10:15 pm] |
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What? I'm going to California tomorrow after all? Life is such a roller coaster. I'm speechless. I'll tell you all more about it when I get back Tuesday. |
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[Mar. 24th, 2009|11:41 am] |
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My audition went very well. I am no longer going to Berkeley. I feel very sad. I'm going back to Boston instead. Where I'll get in bed. And stay there until Spring Break is over. |
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[Mar. 22nd, 2009|01:47 pm] |
Well, today is the day before I go on my big audition for NYU. Nervous? Well, yeah, I'm a bit nervous. Excited, a little bit of that too. To be honest, part of me really just wants to wake up and have it be Tuesday, when I'm flying out of Laguardia to SFO where I will meet my wonderful girlfriend that I haven't seen in six whole months and then spend the rest of my break in Berkeley with her. Not a bad spring break destination, no? I'm looking forward to it. NYU is my last shot for the time being at getting away from Harvard Extension, and into the life of a totally normal college student. But then again, if I really wanted to get away, wouldn't I be making more applications different places? I suppose I'm not, because I'm not so unhappy here. I mean, it's a mixed experience, Harvard Extension. The classes are great and the people are truly unique and interesting, but they meet in the evenings, and their all adults. You know part of me does worry that I'll get away and regret leaving. That did happen to one of my friends from Harvard Extension who was in a similar position. He went to Reed college in I think Oregon, one of those hippy dippy granola crunching berkenstock wearing places, and he liked it, but he's coming back, I guess he felt guilty about the expense and that it really wasn't any better academically than Harvard Extension, and I can believe that. If I do get in to NYU, which frankly who knows if that will happen, it will be strange to be in school with classes of regular kids, college students. I mean you really have to experience it to understand the discourse of a Harvard Extension class, you know, I mean the kinds of things these adults bring out of the subjects is on a different level than that of a regular college course, I believe. It'd be really interesting to do a study, comparing the dialogue in a Harvard Extension course, against that of an equivalent Harvard College course. Of course Harvard kids are generally speaking very smart, but being college kids, they don't have the same kind or scope of experience as the average Extension student. You know, I certainly have grown at the Extension school, in a way that may not have been possible else where, but who knows.
I guess I didn't mention this, but I was accepted as a degree candidate at the Extension school, so that's good news, if nothing else I can stay here for two more years and finish my degree. And I've gotten my way into the theater community here, and found a group of artists I feel like I can collaborate with on interesting and artistically worthwhile work, so that's good.
Well, maybe I'll update in another week, or two, or a month, or six months. I don't know! I'll see you when I see you, Livejournal. |
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[Mar. 15th, 2009|03:31 am] |
Sorry it's been so long since I bothered to update, Livejournal. I'm doing so because I have bad news, I heard back University of California Santa Cruz, and I don't meet the admissions criteria at this time for a Junior Transfer, or some politely worded shit like that. All I can say is, fuck. I have a 3.6 GPA, I thought that was really good, but I guess not? Well, I had tried to take the attitude that I didn't know what would happen, every other time I've gotten over optimistic about a college admissions decision, that is the first time I applied to college, and the last time I attempted a transfer to Eugene Lang, I've had my hopes crushed. But I really thought this would be different, I thought I had a really strong transcript, but then again...
" Thank you for your interest in attending UC Santa Cruz. Your application for admission for the fall quarter 2009 has been reviewed, and unfortunately, you do not currently meet our campus selection criteria as a junior transfer. We received over 5,600 transfer applications for a projected enrollment of 950 students, and there are many fine students whom we were unable to accommodate."
Well, 5600, compared to the previous statistics I'd seen, which said something more like 4000 transfer applicants, that's a much slimmer margin. I guess it makes sense for people to be trying to transfer to public universities right now, what with the economy and the sheer impossibility of even getting, much less paying back, student loans. This is really a bummer though. Yes, I still have NYU to apply to, and I hear back about that in May, but this really doesn't instill me with any confidence that I'll like, ever be accepted by a traditional four year university, and talk about selective universities...
I do have a plan B this time, in Harvard Extension. I also should be hearing back this week if I was accepted into the degree program, and if I wasn't, that would be simply ludicrous, I mean really, all things considered. I really hadn't thought too hard that I would still be here come next year, but it's looking more and more possible. And I mean, that wouldn't be the end of the world, I've done very well at Harvard Extension, I'm carving out a place in the theater community, and as comfortable as I am in Allston and Cambridge, I've also wanted... something other than home. Somewhere that I can really belong, and as an Extension student, I really don't "belong" at Harvard, I exist on the fringes of it. And I know people here who do likewise, and they enjoy it. But I've spent my life up till now in this fringe existence, and I don't know if its misbegotten and youthful angst rearing it's ugly head once again, but I wonder if it's possible for me to ever feel like I belong somewhere. Part of the experience of the young intellectual is a sort of feeling of distance from the world, of feeling different from everyone else. And I'm yet to grow out of that stage. I'd always thought in high school, that when I got to college it would be possible, but maybe not.
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Guess what bitches!? Grades came out today for this past semester at Harvard Extension, check them out.
DRAM E-22B Actor/Director Collaboration Zigler A UN 4
ENGL E-186 Moby-Dick, Blood Meridian Theoharis A UN 4
EXPO E-25 Acad Writing, Critical Reading Martinez A minus UN 4
MATH E-3 Quant Reasoning:Practical Math Bonner B UN 4
Word up, word up! A, A, A- and a B in Math. I feel quite satisfied with these grades. My Harvard Extension GPA is now 3.67. NYU here I come? It's possible. I scheduled my artistic review/audition for Tisch this week, for March 23rd. My chances for getting in are certainly good at this point, the suggested GPA of a junior transfer student is a 3.5. When I went and visited for an information session, they said the percent of applicants admitted varies from year depending on the size and qualifications of the applicant pool. So we'll see what happens! |
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[Feb. 3rd, 2009|04:42 pm] |
We have heat again! I had to get a technician to come out and restart the furnace today, and having done that, the heat is back! I don't want to think about the electricity bill for January, what with all the space heater usage the past week.
Also, Common Casting! Whoa! All the auditions for the semester, crammed into a week! Fun stuff. I got most of my done last night, I'll probably do a few more tonight and tomorrow, and then callbacks go up Saturday morning. Good times! I think I've done pretty good so far, but I thought that last semester and only got one call back. So here's to hoping, but not hoping too hard. |
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[Jan. 30th, 2009|01:06 pm] |
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Update on the heating situation; I've got a space heater, I've been toasty warm. I called and ordered a full tank of heating oil, it came yesterday I guess, the tank is full. Still no heat? What? I guess I should probably talk to my land lord. |
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[Jan. 27th, 2009|11:37 am] |
Holy crap my apartment is fucking freezing, its the afternoon, its 20 or so degrees outside, and its 53 in here, yikes! I think uh, we might be out of heating oil? I think the people below us have filled there heating bill recently, so I guess whatever heat we have is leaking up from there floor. My roommate, Peter, who normally handled the utilities since he'd been living here for like 9 years, just got married and moved out. So my other roommate Jason who's been here for like a year and a half or something is supposed to be handling it now, but I don't know if he is, because hes a musician and is therefore... extremely flaky. Or maybe its just him, I don't know. In any event, I'm kinda concerned about this situation, because I don't know the number for the gas company, or I'd just call them up and write them a check for some heat!
In other news, I start classes tonight. Whoa, excitement, anxiety! What's that? Why are you starting so late? Because Harvard is on a craaazy schedule. My finals were earlier in January, if you can dig that. Anyway, tonight is Modern Drama, with a dude named Arthur Holmberg. I'll let you cats know how that goes at some point. |
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[Jan. 20th, 2009|12:27 pm] |
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I have to admit, although I still doubt, although I'm not convinced the world's problems can be solved, or that peace and prosperity is truly as possible as I would dream it to be, having watched Obama's inaugural speech I can't help but feel... hopeful. |
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[Jan. 1st, 2009|02:17 am] |
Farewell 2008, hello 2009. What a year it's been, off to a strange and sort of rocky start, January and February are after all the worst months of the year for me, but I found my footing at Harvard Extension from the end of last semester and the start of the one that still hasn't ended for me, and in between of course a most wonderful thing happened, or a most wonderful someone, should I say. Sweet and pretty and smart and sexy, I miss her terribly. I also did my first college show, "Suddenly Last Summer", and the first theater I've done since Spring of my Senior year, however long ago that was. And I became an adult, what a crazy thing, to no longer be a teenager, but still be unable to drink legally. Oh well, I'm a year older in any case, and this time next year I will be 21, and who knows where, but probably drinking it up with the other adults. I also know that at that time Barack Obama will be president, and whatever happens to Israel and the economy and everything else hallelujah to that and to the end of George Bush, possibly the worst president in histor.
New Years this year, unlike last year where I almost set an impromptu outdoor back yard stage on fire, was really very uneventful. I stayed in with my family, my Dad braved the snow storm to bring back eggnog and whiskey and beer, since we'll all be here tomorrow as well, and liquor stores will be closed. So I had some eggnog, and sat down and played through the last few dungeons of The Legend of Zelda Twilight Princess, which I got for the Wii on Christmas and have been playing quite a bit, as I'm sure you could imagine to have now beaten it on New Years Eve.
I start classes on Monday, and now I'm seeing my vacation days dwindle down to nothing, as vacation days will often do. Harvard is on a weird schedule where I have finals the week after that, and then the semester is over. I have a scene presentation and a few papers I'm not really looking forward to and have been procrastinating on to play Zelda, but will have to complete one way or another. As I previously mentioned, my girlfriend it does not look like will be joining me for that period, but lets not talk about that anymore.
2008 brought some good things for me, a girlfriend, a black democractic president, a congresswoman aunt, my first college play. Hopefully more good things are waiting in 2009. My new year's resolution, publish something. |
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[Dec. 28th, 2008|09:34 pm] |
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Well Livejournal, I'm a little depressed. Christmas break has been good, but thats not really what I feel like talking about. I may have mentioned or maybe not, my hope that my girlfriend would be able to come out next month, with her mom saying yay or nay after they saw her grades, and her grades were not up to par with Adia's normal output, going along the lines of Cs with one class mis graded that will hopefully turn out to be more like a B. Her mom was pretty pissed, and I don't know if she's brought up the subject of visiting again, but I'm pessimistic. Lord, I miss her so much. I was really hoping to see her before March, when I'll head out to Berkeley for Spring break which conveniently lines up for us, but I'm now not sure. It certainly didn't help that she flew out in October without explicity telling her Mom when and where she was going, or that she just transferred to UC Berkeley, a very presitigous and clearly not easy school and signed up for four straight up science courses, Biochemistry, Bio of Cancer, Neuroanatomy and Neurobiology. She didn't need to take all those classes at once, she's quite far ahead with all her AP credits and credits from the UC Riverside Extension school where she went in high schoo... but oh well. I'll see her again in Spring, and then we'll coordinate to do summer school together again, in Santa Cruz this time probably, and we'll both take an easy class or two so it'll be like taking an extended vacation together... and being with her is such a vacation, so sweet and bright and kind and gorgeous, she is. Sigh, this is hard, this is really hard for me. I hope our relationship can make it. But I prefer this depression, yearning for someone who knows I yearn for them and yearns for me as well, however far away we are, to the empty aching of my previous state of lonliness, I'd rather not go back to that, so I'm going to try and keep us together for as long as I can. |
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[Dec. 15th, 2008|03:14 pm] |
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I'm studying the weather report for this week, and when I looked at it the temperature and saw it was 61 degrees right now, I was flabbergasted. Having gone out on my porch, I see that this in fact the case. Let me state, what the fuck. More over, tomorrow its going back into the 30s. That I'm actually cool with, December should be cold and dark, but Jesus, its Christmas time in New England, and I don't even need a scarf today. Now if you'll excuse me, I have a paper due in two hours. |
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[Dec. 12th, 2008|03:10 am] |
In the past, when I felt lonely, it was you I turned to, Livejournal. And seeing as its 3 AM and I can't sleep and I feel quite alone, it seems like an appropriate occasion to update. The semester is winding to a close, there is still the matter of registering for classes and getting in Harvard related apps which I've thought about but haven't started, still. Lately, I feel as though I'm permanently affixed to my computer screen. I mean I wake up, I put it in my lap, check my email, read my webcomics, and go on Facebook. I maybe listen to some music or watch a TV episode or two online, fiddle on my guitar, drink some coffee, eat some naan, and head to class. That was about how my day went today, for instance, and that pretty much sums up my life lately. I don't feel as isolated as I did last year, having a girl friend and a few more friends in the area helps in that, but I don't know, I still get lonely. After all my GF is on another coast entirely, lord I do miss her. We talk usually everynight on g-chat and on the phone. Its comforting knowing shes there, having someone to tell about my day, and she can make me happy when I'm on the down, which she did earlier this evening.
A few times the discussion has come up with Tristan about whether or not I'll stay at Harvard Extension or go to UC Santa Cruz next year, and which is a better choice. Santa Cruz started out as my main choice, and its sort of wavered in that position since then. I mean I've gotten comfortable at HE, I've been able to start doing theater at Harvard, as a degree candidate, and with special student status which would allow me to take a few actual Harvard College courses each semester, things wouldn't be so bad. But lately I feel like if I can successfully transfer, thats what I'm going to do. I don't feel like Harvard is the place for me, I think I belong somewhere else. But, there is also the possibility that my attempts at transferring will be rejected, and that I'll have to stay here, in which case I'll make it the place for me, I suppose. I mean that was the position I was put in post high school. I've just got to hope for the best. |
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[Dec. 7th, 2008|08:25 pm] |
So I may or may not have mentioned previously in my LJ my aunt Mary Jo, wife to my father's brother Bob, and her bid to become a congresswoman in the state of Ohio for the city of Columbus. She ran against another woman, the republican incumbent, two years ago and lost by a rather slim margin, I think less than 5000 votes by the final tally I can't quite recall.
Anyway, she ran again this year, and after the initial polling it was way too close to call, her republican opponent was in the lead by about 200 votes, which he tried to call winning it, but there were still a few thousand provisional and absentee ballots to be counted which they finally were just now, and Mary Jo has won! Personally, I'm quite satisfied, not just because its my aunt but because I know her politics and she is truly progressive and definitely change oriented and I'm optimistic that she'll be able to help bring a leftist bent to this country of ours and bring us towards a better, populist and dare I utter that dreaded word socialist governance.
Congratulations, Mary Jo! See kids? You can aspire to run for public office, and be the change you want to see in the world. |
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